It's no secret, I'm not always great with stress.
I feel like I can hold my own when it comes to juggling busy or attempting to multi-task, but throw in stress and you find my breaking point.
To say the last 3 weeks were full of stress is an understatement.
We finalized and closed on our house.
Learned we are pregnant with our 3rd child.
Prepped for my inlaws nearly 3 week holiday visit.
Prepared for the first ever Christmas together with Breadwinner's entire immediate family-all staying with us, from all over California and across the country-brother, nieces, parents, and us.
Ended our Christmas night with a horrible, physically and emotionally painful family trauma.
Went to my doctor and saw a big empty uterus last Friday- was told it could be too early to see anything, but they should be able to at least see a sac by now (6 weeks)
And today, started bleeding.
Now I'm in bed.
I don't wait well.
Waiting to see if the bleeding will get heavier.
Waiting to see if it will stop.
Will I spend my night in an ER?
Or my morning at my OB?
Will we welcome our 3rd August baby into our family in 2012?
Will our family recover from Christmas night?
Sorry I haven't been here with you, sharing.
Thank you for staying.
Will you continue to stay with me?
And pray with me?
God's plan is perfect. His love is never ending.
I know we will survive.
I'm looking forward to the other side.
The other side of waiting.